a hard decision ... chapter38

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aro7 bait yadty o aslm 3alehum o aktth mn faisal el awrag? wla ard elbait..

radeit elbait lana knt 7ail ta3bna o 7ail mt'thygaa..
I wanted to be alone, to cry my heart out..
elkalam ely galy Aziz eya 7ail athr feny:c wallah kesar kha6ry

dageit 3la lama wnshllah matkon mashghoulaa lana bagolha shay:c

lama: halaa fay

fay: mashghola?

lama: la 3ade, laish?

fay: tgdren tyely?

lama: laish 3sa mahsar fech shay?

fay: la lat7aten mako shay, bs bagolch shay

lama: yala okay shwy o ou9al

..

madry shloun agolha? adsh bl mawthou3 3la 6ool wla shllouun..

I heard a knock in the door..i guess that's lama

fay: dshaayy

lama: salaam shlounnch?

fay: 7mdellah wntay

lama: bkhaair..ha shfech? khar3teny

fay: way lama madry shloun agolch:c

lama: fay etha 3an Aziz ena emwafqa taa7chay etha laa latgolen

fay: malat

lama: fayoo tra elkl mestanss wallah

fay: mthl?

lama: obouch, yadtch, bade-

fay: yadty? ay yaada ba3d

lama: ay yada ba3d mama 3ouuda

fay: haaa shdrahaa laish gltolha

lama: Aziz gaylha mnziman haha

fay: ohh

lama: enzain shnu kant elsalfaa

fay: lamaa ana fakrt o chee..fa enaa bawa-

she jumped and hugged me soo tight!!!

fay: shwwyy shwwyy, khathtay el walad ely eb ba6ncchh

lama: maa3leina mn ely eb ba6nii!! o bagoolch shay

fay: golaay

lama: bainch o bain Aziz shay 9a7?

I started giggling

lama: haa?

fay: shaaaku

lama: shaaku haa?

fay: shdarch?

lama: chaaketkum

fay: bader yadry:o?

lama: shryach?

fay: laa?

lama: 6ab3an yadrry-.- rayly y3ne

fay: laaaamaaaa

lama: haa

sigh

lama: latkhafen uhwa bs shak, shayfkum cham bara tamshon 3al ba7ar

fay: hahaha::

lama: sooo..engolch mabrouk y3ne:o?

fay: laaa la wait

lama: mu wafqtayy?

fay: bs akhaf

lama: tra ana ma knt a3rf bader klssh!! bs entay Aziz et3rfena hes your cousin o tklme-

fay: shh shh I don't

lama: shq9dch?

fay: ma knt mwafqa awal shay

lama: laish 9ayer bainkum shay?

fay: yeah

lama: w ana ashoouf laish malch 7s klsh awaal

fay: enzaain khala9 hathaa awal..

lama: khala9 y3ne nklm obouch? youre officially married now?

fay: ullaahh ullah bsmellah ay married, taw elnas

lama: yazeench ya fay wallah, allah ewfgch w ys3dch ya rab


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it was around 7 pm
o kan 7aail malal w lama radat bait'hum w ana ga3da bl9alah brou7y a6al3 television.
w faj2a e6g eljaras..
wooah mnu byy hal 7aza, brou7a kan bard o knt mtl7fa

laish mu 7a6en talefon ta7t 3shan enshof mnu bara:( laishh bs foug

e6ret eny ab6l el babb, o alagy Aziz eb wayhy

LAA WAYHY O SHAKLY MA2SAAT.

Aziz: salam

fay: shal mofaaja

Aziz: awal mara ashoufch eb kubaa

fay: haha

Aziz: 7lwa 3alech el kuba

oki this is so awkward.
kan mask red roses eb eda:c
I was so stupid for letting you goo.

Aziz: enzain bng3d chthy 3nd elbab? may9er ndkhl

mu mnzein el mukan wallah..wla mnzeen el sweatpants wl blouza ely labst'ha

I took the flowers from his hand

fay: maashkourr

sakrt el bab wara.. o ga3dna 3al qanafa.

Aziz: shlounchh

fay: tamam

Aziz: shmg3dch ehny bro7ch?

fay: maleh khulg a6l3

Aziz: mu chena kntay btro7ein bait yadtch?

fay: la mar7t, yeet ehny

Aziz: eeh

fay: umm so sh3ndk yay?

madry laish 7aseit ena eljumla sakhefa? aw malha ma3na?
waihh 6af-.-

Aziz: a36eech el ward o at2sf.lch 3la ely 9ar mesa3

aww:c

fay: lail7ein ga3den ehnak??

Aziz: eh maleit mnhum glt ayy ashoufch

MA7B LAMA AKON GAM ATKLM O AZIZ EKHZNY WNA ATKLM..
ynrb6 elsany ma3rf atklm

I turned my face facing the tv

fay: umm enzain shrayk enadehum..che ena enkon klna ehny

Aziz: kaifech, shoufay dgay 3alehum

fay: okay..

ba3d shnu elwath3 7ail awkward o mu zain obouy edsh o eshofuna-.-

dageit 3la leeno o yalet low mu daga 3aleha, bs ga3d wts2al

fay: ashwana ma 6al3t 3la eskhtkk!! bss ets2aaal

Aziz: hhhh

awkward silent

fay: umm ana bs baro7 abdl o anzzl

Aziz: shtbdleen sh7lwch

fay: basn3 sha3ryy 3ayl

Aziz: kubtch 3ajebaa wallaahh

fay: waih zain zain

enzain mabe ag3d bs chthy 3la ma eyon-.-

fay: enzain ayeb shay nakla wn76a 3shan lama eyonn

he started laughing

fay: shnuu

Aziz: gam t7awlen ench tt'hrbain mny wla shnu?

fay: la laa wallah, bs ena 3shan lama eyon 3ndna shay nakla o chee

Aziz: 3ayl gomay khal asa3dch

ok hes cute

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fay: E7TRGT EL CHICKEN NUGGET TA3AL SHEELHA

Aziz: ENZAIN LATRKHEIN KANEY YAMCH

saweina popcorn o bo6a6 o now gam enswey elchicken nugget
uhwa sawa kl shay o ana saweit elchicken nugget o lel2asaf 7argt'hum ne9um

Aziz: mat3rfen te6bkhein? 7argt'hum ne9hum

fay: gtlk mn awal shay eny ma23rf a6bakh mshkltk

Aziz: 3ayl shkntay btswein?

fay: popcorn?

Aziz: bs? hatha 7adch

fay: e7md rabk bs-.-

Aziz: 3ayl leah ya3w e3yalna shbtswein? bt7rgein elba6bkh 3aleina?

ma7b lama ytklm 3ala hal ashya2..
sekat  o ma radait, at283 ena fahm fa ghayr elsalfaa

Aziz: chnna el jaras gam e6g? shoufehum ymn ew9elw

fay: eh yala okaayy.

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leena: FAYOO RE7TCH KOMAAR

Maryam: MA3A HAL KUBAA

Aziz: 7mdaw rabkum enha e6bkht chicken nugget, o laa ne9a ma7rog

meshari: mn mta ent ehny?

hahahahahahaaha hes busted. aked el7ein beg6ha eb ras leeno

Aziz: youm 6al3t wla leena etgoley ena btro7on 3nd fay fa galat ena ta3al

leena esketat lana tadry ena gam ychthb

fay: enzain yala ge3daw shfena wagfenn::

ga3dna kelnaa eb 2 couches
ga3dna ensolf wla talefony ernn, makan yamy

dhari: faaris a7lamchgam edg

weja3

dhari: faris faris atghshmr

fay: yeeb yeeb, jelat 7yaa

mu waqta klsh-.-

meshari: mnu faris ba3d

leena: wld khalha cham maraa engool

o mthl klmara egoly etha byy bait mama may..way hal ensan ma3enda salfa wallah-.-

at 10 taghhreban they all left..knt ga3da eb dary wla obouy edsh 3alay

dad: ha fayy

fay: hala ubaa

dad: ha shtswein

fay: makoo, bs ga3da

dakhl o sakr elbab wara, haha ba3d hal 7araka aked feh salfa

dad: galatly lamaa..

fay: 3an?

ghaba2 time:p

dad: salfat elzawajj..

fay: ehh

dad: mwafqa 3ayl?

what should I suppose to say?

dad: wln3m eb Aziz, 9a7 ena khoush wa7d..bs etha mu merta7a lah fa hatha shay raj3lch

fay: la la mafeh shay 3ade

dad: ha 3ayal shfech?

fay: madry shagolk wallah

dad: mwafqa y3ne?

fay: haha I guess madry..

he kissed my forehead and gave me a hug..i just love when this happens:c

dad: allah ewfgch ya fay, o ekbrt bntyy!!! allah y7fthch enshllah

fay: ameenn, allah la ya7rmny mnk yal ghaly

dad: yala t9b7ein 3la khairr,

fay: wnt mn ahlaa

dad: hal sbou3 la t6l3ein mny menaak, bnkon mashgholen

fay: eb shnu?

dad: ba3d et3rfen, elyam3at o 7ag el melchaa

fay: waaaihh uba:( taw elnas kho

dad: la malat el reyayel mu tw el nas, o enklm 3amtch o omy 3shan uhma ely beknon weyach

fay: haha enshllah

sleeping with a smiile on your face is a good thing.




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fay: LAAIL7EEN MA 3NDY JOOTY YA KHADEEJAA

she placed her hands on my shoulders.

khadeja: chub

fay: zag, emshay yala khal enrd el bait bs ta3bt

khadeja: boga 3 days 3al melcha 3adey

fay: BUGA 3 DAYS O ANA MA3NNDY JOOUTY

khadeja: rkbay el sayra wntay skata

fay: enzain khadooj

khadeja: haa

fay: shloun btyen el 3ers o ba6nch chthy?

khadeja: khoo shnu ba3d 7aaml

fay: wallah low ana mnch chan ma aro7 el3ros wna 7aml

khadeja: ma 3endy man3 ma ayy, bs terthain? bs 7asafa sharia klshay..low mu sharya chan ma yet

fay: laaa laaaa mu 3any ana, in general y3ne..elnas klhum! o gha9ban 3alech btyen mu bkafch 7bebty


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Aziz: enzain khala9 shfech eb tabcheenn

fay: ma3ndy jouty, maa tfhm shnu y3ne joouty?

Aziz: kho ekhthelch ay joty, klha melchaa

fay: la la enta btsbbly jal6aa, SHNU KLHA MLCHAA

Aziz: yazena e7na, deshdasha ghetra o jouty aswad haman low mn el ma7amed, ma yhmna shay

fay: eh wayed yazenkum

Aziz: fay ana mu m9dg ely be9er ba3d cham youm

fay: wla ana wallah:c

talking to Aziz at midnight is the best thing ever, wallah.

fay: tadry shnu a7la shay bl melcha?

Aziz: eny akon yamch jedam el nas

fay: laaa

Aziz: a77, kalba

and we started laughing

Aziz: shnu a7la shay 3ayal?

fay: lama entaw elreyayel tyon o etkono gam et6gon hernat o madry shnuu, bs 7asafa mara7 agdr ashoufkum

Aziz: 7lfay bs?

fay: wallah mn9jy, kl mara ashouf hal manthr jedam baitna, o agol mta eyy dory

Aziz: hablaa bs a7bch shaswey

fay: bs bs yala bye, bacher waray ga3da mn elsa3a 9 wana lail7ein ma nmt

Aziz: laa la n6ray ma shb3t mnch

fay: waihh, byee

Aziz: yaa 7maraa

fay: ha

Aziz: a7bch

fay: wana ba3d

Aziz: t9b7ein 3la khair, tagh6ay 3adl o namay 3la jambch elymen

fay: wnt mn ahla, yala tamr 3ala shay?

Aziz: fakray feny gabl la tnamen 3shan a7lm fech

fay: yaaal maalee8:'(

Aziz: yala yala  rou7ay namay.


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elyoum el3asha eb bait mama 3oudaa, eb monasbt elkhe6baa
wallah etynn 3la kel shay etswey 3azema:c
bs ena kant bs kant 3azmtna e7na, 3amamey o 3amaty o 3yalhum

fay: waain ahmedo el jaikar?

bader: 7adch 3laa weldy 3ad

fay: jaikar 6al3 3laa oboo

lama: haha rou7y shoufey bldar 3nd elkhadam

lamma gave birth a few months ago, so I guess hes 3 months now? taghreban
a baby boyy, samo ahmad 3la obo lama..he so so cute mashallah:c

fay: kaahoo ahmedany

romey: he just woke up, be careful he might cry

fay: haha its okay, leave him with me

romey: ill just go eat then come back

fay: okay

laa laa hes so tiny:( ekhr33!!! wayha ntfaa, eda o rela ntfaa!! uhwa eb kubra ntfa

ga3dt al3b ma3a lean dash 3alay Aziz

Aziz: eh eh ta3lmay 7ag weldch enshllahh

cute.

Aziz: 3a6enyy ahmedoo khanshofa ma shfta

fay: derbalk tra 7ada ntfa

Aziz: shayftny fay? ana Aziz yubaa

fay: wayed tharef

3a6eta ahmadeny

fay: azizz twaa 3 months la tl3b feeehh

madry shgam eswy bel yahel bs kan gam ehwl feh

fay: 3la hal 7arkat, e7lm eny a36ek weldy, mabek et'hwl feeh

Aziz: mn awal youm btg6ena 3alay

fay: yebb el walad yeba bs

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