a hard decision ... chapter39

im so so sorry for the delay:( mn bedat el madras w klsh mako waqt, youm kaml wna adrs..wl post yakth kl waqty fa magdr I post during school days:(
thaankyou so so much for the comments on the last post! wallah wanastony xo

enjoy this post and don't forget to comments xo


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khadeja: shh bs haday

fay: hawnt maney nazla

khadeja: la tt7rkain wayed 3shan ma ta3fs mkyajch

fay: khadoj el 9ala eshkrbha wallah kberaa

khadeja: FAY TRA HATHE BS MELCHAAA BL3RS SHBTSWEIN

fay: shakly baknsl el3ers

maleka: w khal9na el mkyaj 7ag a7la 3arousa

khadeja: 7adch cuteya fayona

fay: adry

wla 3amityy etdsh 3aleina

3maima: elreyayel twhum masheenn, blmubark mo8admn ya fayy

I went and kissed her cheeks..

fay: allah ybark feeh 3maima!!

leena: WAAAYY WAA2KHERAAAN

dalal: akhr maraa aro7 way el saloon, ma7bch

leena: CHUBB ENTAY

3maima: shel salfa? laish dashen eb 8ewaa

Maryam: et3rfen dalal ba3d el daloo3a, mu 3ajbha sha3rha

dalal: EEHH MABY CURLY MU 7LWW

leena: dalal latkhleny akub 3aleh may o tro7en eb kishtch

3maima: shfech entay ba3dd

leena: hathe 6oul el 6rej tt7l6m o 8a9b tro7 el jam3yaa

leena o dalal? film wallah.

dalal came and hugged me:c kant wa9la leah khe9ryy..awal mara tyy etlmny chthy wallah:'(

dalal: fayoon la tkhleny brou7y please:(

fay: 3ndchh ahmedanyy!!

dalal: waai3 shnu ahmedanyy!! ma yamshy kla yabchy wai3 ma a7baa

leena: ohhh 6aa3 mnu eghaar

3maima: la la dalola ma tghar ehya kberaaa

dalal: o ma 3ndy a7d ewdny el jam3ya:(

fay: 3ndch leena o Maryam lail7ein ma tezawjww

dalal: laa wai3 ma a7bhumm

Maryam: chub chub entayy


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ma buga shay o anzl ta7t..wallah knt 7ady khayfa, 7aseit nafsy babchyy 7adey khayfa

khadeja: FAAAY

fay: WAAY3AA mu chthy edr3monn

khadeja: YAAAWW

fay: LAAAA MAABEE

3maima: mabroukk ya a7la w aghlaa 3arousa

leena: yooure officially married

fay: allah ybark fekumm

eb ay la7tha ymkn abchy

im officialy married to Aziz..3gub kl hal waqt? wala ma9dg.


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khadeja: merta7a?

fay: la, khadeja ba93d foug bs khala9 maleit

khadeja: khalech mbtsma wnch3may

fay: mta byon el reyayel?

khadeja: wara hal ghnya I think

fay: eeeh!!! golay 7ag el dj yawela mn suwad laila eb 7a6 a7bk mout aw hal aghany el hailegya w7na ga3deen

khadeja: kaak laishh

fay: waai3 wallah efshloon

khadeja: haha zainn

mu 3an efshlon enzain okay efshloun o bnfs el waqt fashla ena chy 7a6enha w7na way ba3th..awkward

3ugb ma khal9t el ghnya w chan egool the dj man ena ytgh6on el reyayel bdshon bla bla bla

3amy, obouy, bader and Aziz klhum wara ba3th
salmt 3alehum o bareklo, Aziz eynn ok. allah ya7fthaa

Aziz: 3ayl tadren wain fay?

fay: la wallah ma shft'ha

Aziz: feh wa7da 9arokhya ga3da yamyy, maney 3arf mnu ehyy

fay: eh ana ma3ndy esmm

we started giggling, wallah eynn:(

Aziz: 3ad sm3tay el hernat?

fay: eeeh ewns elsh3our

Aziz: uff

3yony ra7t jad jad hal mo9wra etnrfz etzwm eb wyohnaa o bl dgega khames alf 9oura

fay: 3yony en3mt wallah, cham 9ouraa

Aziz: agoomlha el7ein wallah

he was about to stand up, wilaa amska

fay: eg3dd ya shagol fashltna

Aziz: en3mtey? wallah ma tstahlain

fay: yaa melghk ya Aziz

leena: ya entaw, sawaw ro7kum mst7een, ashkra the7k o sowalff

Aziz: a77 laish ebyn??

leena: gam etk3koun shloun matbona ebyn y3ne?

Aziz: murty o kaife

leena: murty ha? khal anade omy t9wr ma3akum bs

Aziz: sh3our 3ajeb lama anadech murty, om 3yaly

fay: Aziz

Aziz: 3yoon Aziz, dnyat Aziz

fay: chub

Aziz: glt el7ein btgoly a7bk, a3shgk, amot feek

fay: 9a7 kalam lena, lazem nkon mst7ein wayed gam ntklm

Aziz: yakhy walhan 3alech shaswey

fay: bs bs ushh

mama 3ouda: hala wallahh, ya a7la thnain

I kissed her cheeks, mama 3ouda wallah etynn:(

mama 3ouda: mabrouken 7abaybe w allah ykhelkum 7ag ba3th

Aziz: amen wkhlech lena 6ol el 3umer

mama 3ouda: haa w akheran khatheit ely tabeha

Aziz: ushh ushh uma khalay el asrar baina::

fay: shkhashen 3any ba3dd

mama 3ouda: raylch kl youm eyy w emd7 fechh, sh3laich

Aziz: hathe el ghalya ba3dd

it was the best night ever..allah ykhlehum ley.


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ba3d el melcha eb 3 weeks, everything was beautiful until..

Aziz: cham mara a3eed wgol matdgen 3alay? lazem sowalf elyahal hathe? wla lazem aghyr ra8mmy 3shan tt2dbain?

matdgen 3alay? haa mn bklm?

nabrt 9outa 3alat

Aziz: MANAR. EL6OUFA EFHMT, ANA TZWJT KHALA9 ELY BAINA ENT'HA

oh so manar is back..
mn ghair sh3our dam3t 3yony..

lama: faaay

yaleit low mu mara yam hal dar..

I wiped my tears and went to lama

fay: halaa

lama: haw wain ma9a9t ahmadeny? nesaity

6a3 haman nesait ayeb el ma9a9a..

fay: wain gltay?

lama: dakhl el daar

e6rait ena adkhl el dar ely feha Aziz 3shan ma9a9at ahmad-.-

dakhlt w chna mako a7d mawjoudd khatheit el ma9a9a o msheit
 Aziz: faay

gabl la a6l3 nadanyy, 7egrta..
lana klsh maleh khulga

fay: ka laama

lama: fay 3afya saktyy kaho dakhl

yaa lama wallah maleh khulg:'(
maleh khulg 9yaa7 hal de3la

ma medany adkhl el ma9a9a eb 7alja wla Aziz edsh

Aziz: fay? 3sa ma shar shfeech

fay: wla shay

Aziz: faay 6al3enyy

fay: Aziz mako shay khaala9

Aziz: ta3aber wayhch ma et6mny klsh

fay: wnt way sowalfk ma et6mny klsh

ga6eita eb wayha eh a7san..

Aziz: ay sowalf ay ba6ekh?

fay: 3arf shq9dy mu ela agol

Aziz: fay ta7chay golay shfech

fay: Aziz khalny anwm el yahal, mu ela naz3ja

Aziz: la maney mt7-

lama: bs khala9 yebyy

fay: ma medany aktha 3shan takthena

lama: la akhaf yaz3jkum hhh, yebyy

3a6eet'ha ahmad o khaltna bro7naa..

Aziz: mmkn etgolen shfech?

fay: la ana abek ely etgoly shsalftk wya manar? mankhl9 mnha y3ne?

Aziz: ya fay ya 7bebty, wallah ma9ar shay!!

fay: 3ayl shsalftk mn mesa3 tahthr weyha?

Aziz: wallah ehya ely em7chaa gam etdg

fay: leah mta btswey chthy y3ne? leama e9er baina shay 3shan terta7 hathe? leah mt-

he pulled me into a hug..

Aziz: shh fay 7bebty entayy, khala9 wla ehmch el7ein ta3lay ma3ay w aro7 ashterly kha6, yala emshay

fay: zain la7tha baghsl wayhy

Aziz: entay wayhch fthe7a, haman low dam3a dam3tain klshay e9er a7mar

fay: shaswey ana ba3d


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 dad: 9aba7 el khair

fay: 9aba7 elnouur

dalal: yallaah fay gamat khal e76on el akl

dad: 9abr baba yala el7ein beyobona

fay: shmsweinn

dad: ryoog ba3d shbswonn

fay: ryog el 3ayayz?

dad: a7la shay

fay: aham shay feh khubz erany?

dalal: eeehh ana o marrie mesa3 re7na shareinaa

fay: wow

dad: bero7on elshaleh chna elyoum?

fay: 9j? madry wallahh

dad: taben tro7en wla 3ndch shay?

fay: klhum bero7on?

dad: athen ehh

dalal: baba 3adey sadine tyy weyana?

dad: eh akedd

fay: eh khala9 ashouf Aziz

dalal gamat etgr9ny wtgool: ohh ohhh

we started laughing

dad: kubrtyyy allah ya7fthchh

fay: wy7fthkk


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Aziz: tathkrein gabl sena kna eb nafs hal mukan..

fay: youm knt 7adk 7mar

Aziz: aywaa belthab6, o youm kaleina macdolands

fay: o el 9ebey dag 3la obouy egol ena rab3 Aziz yayen o emw9khen el mukan

Aziz: ayam 7lwa wallah

kna gam namshy 3al ba7ar
his hands were rapped around mmy waist..my head was on his sholders.

Aziz: a7bch fayy

I smiled

Aziz: wallah a7bch

I smiled

Aziz: amout feech wallah

fay: zain

Aziz: a3shgch fay

fay: okay

I started laughing

Aziz: A7BCH YA AGHLAA FAAY

AHHH FAHSLNAA
I placed my hands on his mouth, 7mar wallah

fay: okay okay ana akthar wallah

Aziz: elsa3a 6 elkl dakhl el shaleh 3adey

fay: kaml 6rejk bs



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knt eb bait yadty way ghenaa and khadeja

khadeja: yalaa ghenoo ma buga ela entay

ghena: ma yany ne9eb lail7ein shaswy ba3dd

fay: greeb enshllah la tkhafenn

ghena: shlouna Aziz?

khadeja: 7ada eynn gheno

fay: yaal chalba, la ysm3ch raylch bs

khadeja: gam amd7 raylch 7mday rabch bss

ghena: entaw bl melcha 7adkum film wallah

fay: embyn en kna gam nsolf?

ghena: ufff

fay: haha eh leeno yatny tgool mu ashkra sowalf mathlw enkum mst7ein

khadeja: 7adaa

fay: uhwa garga shthmby ana

ghena: shraych etgomen etshofen el akl etha khal9 wla la?

fay: waih zain

meshait leah el ma6bkh wnshllah el 8ada khala9

fay: NARDOOSS

nardos: what what

fay: finish 8ada?

nardos: no wait 5 dgega

fay: an6r sena bs yala khal9ay hal ghozy

knt shebah gam arkth, o maddry mn wain faris 6al3
da3mta bl ghal6

fay: oh sorry

faris: lail7eny 3aysh latkhafen:p shlounchh?

fay: bkhair 7mdellah

faris: ehh mabroukk! allah ewfgkum enshllah

fay: ebark fek mashkoour!

that was awkward.


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