a hard decision ... chapter13

im so sorry ena enms7 bs lana madry shnw belthab6 9ar::
elpost che eb kefa enms7::
anyways feh shwyat ta'3yer eb hal post
so enjoy;*

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*whatssapp
fay:
.waanik!!

aziz:
.dewaniya, why?

fay:
.azizz please call i needd you!!!

aziz:
.faayy shfeech?

fay:
.justt call!!

...

aziz: fay

fay:...

aziz: fayy shfeech!!

fay:aziz-
i brust into tears..
whyy aam i too weaaak!!!!
i haatee itt jaaad

aziz: faaaay!!! shfeech!!!

fay:aziz...taraa obouyy wafaq!!

aziz: 3laaa shnw!! fay shlsalfaa!!

fay: aziiiz!!! 3aan ahmaad-

aziz:NAAA3M??? MUU BKEEFAAA!! SHNWW TAKTHELCH WA7D AKBR MNCH EB MALYON SENA!! O LAA 3AYOOZ-

fay: azizz obouuyy-

aziz: WSHNW Y3NEY?? MNTAY MWAFQA!! O A9LAN OBOUCH LAZEM EKLMCH GABL MAEWAFQ!!!

while he was arguing i heard a knock on the door..

fay: aziz la7tha.. mno?

enshlaaah mu obouyy!!

dalal: ana

i wiped my tears and unlock the door

dalal: fay shfe kkhashmch a7marr

kho lazem etha bechait anfth7
ya3yony 7amra aw khashmyy::

fay: mafenyy shay

dalal: enzain banam 3endch please mu gadra anam

fay: khala9 ana babdl wayech

i can hear aziz laughing::
aziz: haaablaaa

fay: sheth7k el7einn!!

aziz: shofay hal wa9kh mu trdein 3aley, wtha 9ar ay shay enshllah kalmch es3a 3 aw 5 elfayer dgay 3alay kasrayy eltalefon 3alayy

fay: enshllah..

aziz: tben shay?

fauy: slamtkk

aziz: yla t9b7ein 3la khair.

...

bader: uba men9jk?

tears were forming down my face

fay: la la uba mma2t83 betwafq!!!!

dad: 6AB3AN LAA?? mu 9a7eyy ana abeee3 bntyy 3shan hal wa9kh hatha???

walla kent adryy!!!

fay: ubaa mn ams whwa edzz messagat wallah mawgff

bader: khala9 messagat ba9eea mafehum shay, ana obouy bnro7la o ntfahm ma3ah!!

my dad stood up and gave me a warm hug

dad: entay 7bebty...aked mara7 abe3ch 7g halwa9kh

fay: allah lay7rmnyy mn shoftkk ubaa

bader: enzain fayon eshrayech t6l3ein wya lama lna ehya eb t6l3

fay: yla okay dg 3leha golha etmurni 3la ma2bdl

...

fay: lamaa ambay shofay hatha eshwegg!!

i was holding a really cute tiny pink dress

lama: too cutte!! bs ana lal7ein madry etha bnt wla 9bay.

fay: la enshllah bent 3shan t6l3 jameela mthl 3amatha

lama: hhh enshllah

we continued shopping for the new born baby(soon to be:p)

lama: khala9 khala9 6a7t relyy emshay khal nro7 ma63am ye3t

...

fay: madryy sakhfa o 7arr o chee

lama: kel mara etro7on ehnak, bacher '3yraw o rou7aw elmazr3a

fay: madry 3anhum ashofhum.

rdeina elbait around 9pm
badlt o nsd7t ebfrashyy
asolf wya aziz aw el group..

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dalal: gomaaayy ylaa bnrooo7

fay: dalaall o yahdd enshllah khala9 bs bnrou7 bait mama 3ouda

dalal: klhum bero7on ehnaak

dad: haa fay 9ba7 elkhairr

fay: 9bba7 el nour, shnw bero7on elmazr3a?

dad: egolon

fay: enzain ana khanshof elbanat

dad: khala9 3yel e7na eb namshyy wshofay a7d ewdech

fay: ok

*whatsapp
fay:
.morning
.wainkum?

mariam:
.:o
.IM OMW!!!!!!!!

fay:
.waaaaiiinnn

mariam:
.mazr3a

fay:
.laa laa shnww laaishh
.kidss waainkuum!!

dhari:
.ana wlshabab bel6rej ray7ein starbucks b3dein bnmshy

fay:
.ambaaaa a77ddd emoruniiii!!!!

leena:
.FAAY RUB3 SA3A O 6L3AY BARA

fay:
. ambaaaaaaaaayy wai3 maa7bkuuum

leena:
.aziz ely bwdeina fa khal9eeenaaa

dsheit 3la aziz private.

fay:
.laaaaiishh

aziz:
.15 minutes o no9al

fay
.I HATE YOU

aziz:
.loove you more;*

...

fay: ehnak 7ar kheesa, o sakkhfa, o malal, o kela 7ashrat, o-

leena: eklyy tbiin bs khala99

fay: o laaaaazeeeem e9eer feny shay ehnak

leena: a7sn

fay: low ray7ein ehnak en6al3 film wnro7 eljam3ya o barad o wansa,m malat 3alekum zaain

o aziz bs ga3d wyth7k

fay: wayed eth7k 9aa7?

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it was around 6 pm
o kal3adaa ga3dein ba6aleya la she8l wla mash8la:)

fay: yala shnw el wansa ely bnsweha el7ein

wahab: fay waain obouchh tukfaa khal agola layeebch mara thanyaa

fay: a9ln ana yaya wya hathee

leena: hathee 3endha esm

wahab: aziz wrb elka3ba etha mara thanya bnyy ehny yawelk en marat'ha

aziz: 7aaaaather cham wahab 3endyy annaa

i gave him a death stare ely ana a3lmk ba3dein

dhari: tl3bon 9aida mu9aida???

fay: lama agolkum ena yahl mat9dgoon!!!!

o chan agr9 his cheekss hess so cutee

maryam: eh walah yala khal nel3b lana 7ada mala o mako shy ensweyy!!

w chan en'3rr mno el9yad
w kel wa7d entshr eb 9oub

wana knt gam amshyy 7seit ena a7d waray..
lafeit wla alagy azizz!!

fay: a3outho bellah shyaybk ehnyy

aziz: entay ely shyaybtchhh

fay: banksh ba33d

aziz: emshy emshayy bs

we continued walking
chattingg..
until we heard a bark.

wogaft.

fay:sm3t?

aziz: eh?

fay: umaaa

aziz: eshd3wa kho kela chalb

fay: la mu eshd3wa!!

kel ma garbna el 9out egrb
wla y6l3 eb wayhyy

fay: kahoo!!

ga3dt anagz mn mukan leah mukan

aziz: ya shagol ougfay layeechh

kan jedamyy fa tflsft o y3ney bashota wla ashot el6aboga ely yamyy

fay: zaaag!!!

ga3dt belarth wna maska relyy!!
ahhh ythb77

aziz na7sh elchalbb

aziz: fayy shfeechh

fay: relyy relyy

a7s rely ekhdrt!!
he pulled me up
i put my hand around his neck and his hand around my waist helping me to walk.

wo9lna 3endhum

leena: la chaan mayetaww chan nemtaw ehnakk

aziz: leena ro7ay yebayy thalj

leena: faaayy shfeech!! aziz eshsweit feehaa

maryam ran to bring some ice
 
aziz galhum kel ely 9ar

leena: 7ola?

fay: wayy leena chubb!!! low entay eb mukany chan 9ar fech el9aar

mishari: opp oppp shfee romeo mask elthaalj

chan aziz ya7thf 3aley thaljaa

misherai: yaa 7maar

aziz: chub

fay: traa baardd o ythb77!!

mishari: el7ein romeo shalatch o 7a6lch el thalj wlal7ein ma6ab?

ambaayy 7ywaann!!!

aziz: mashy mishari maasheyy

fay: o this is one of the reasons laish ma7b ayy el mazr3a:)

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