a hard decision ... chapter1

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and my lovelyy readers<3


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The sky was clear; As I glimpsed out the window the sun looked beautiful through the clouds, this bought back a memory and tears began streaming down my face.

mama: enshllah enshofich 3arousa

may: laa mama la tzwjeenha

fay: mnashbtnyy bl zawaj ba3ad?

may: mama!! ra7 ag3d wya mno ba3dein?

fay: haw 3ndch bader o dalola

may: bader btzwj o shnw dalola??

mama: baskum baskum khala9

fay: eh wallah maay kho khal ankh6b ana

....

khadeja decided to distract my thoughts.

khadeja: fay? shfeeech

i wiped my tears.

fay: wla shayy..

khadeja: faayy!!

fay: hmm

khadeja: tklmayy

fay: walht 3lehum khadoj wallah

khadeja: fay. allah yr7mhum enshllah.

fay: ameen.

As you see, i had lost the most important people in my life. My twin sister may, she was; a sister, bestfriend, cousin, and my mother. makan 3endy '3eirha.

I also lost my mother, she was the best mother anyone could ask for.

It was the day before my birthday. my mother and may, were out to get me something special, and they never returned. when we received a call from my dad telling us to go to the hospital. Me, bader( 23 year old brother), and dalola(9 year old sister). and they left us all alone with my dad. i have nothing to say than "allah yr7mhum".

obouy 3umra ma fakr ena yakhth '3eir omy, ma3na hes an old man o he needs help bs were all her with him.

bader is married to a beautiful women 'lama', 9arlhum sntein mtzwjein.

Im fay! the 20 year old girl, i had to change my college, i just couldn't be in a class without may, i couldnt see her friends and shes not with them. i decided to change my college.

im starting just in few days, kelsh maleh khulg lana ma3rf a7d ehnak o bakon 9a6la.

khadeja is my cousin, she was the only one that was by my side, my friends i didnt really have any close ones, khadeja and may were the only ones.

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dalal: fayona pleeease

fay: dalal please lat7nen

dalal: baa7nn kaifeeyy yla wadnyy

fay: dalaal khala99, bacher awdech

dalal: mabyy!!! BAAABAAA

fay: aaahhh khal9 6l3ayy baraa babdl

aahh kids ;'(

i locked the door and ignored dalola, bacher waray jam3a whya taby jam3ya. o chan asmt'ha nouma.

...

the annoying buzzer kept on buzzing. i saw my phone wela khadeja, ahh daykha maleh khulg.

khadeja: ladgolen twich ga3daa!!!

fay: hmm

khadeja: GAMAYY!!! its ur first day!! ambaa

fay: ok

khadeja: tra bamurch fa yla gomayy

fay: uff inzaain

i got up, took a refreshing shower then stood in front of my closet to pick my outfit.

feels so good ena aqfl el bab wna nayma, akeed daloula el7ein sawait film shaswey feha ba3dd::

....

dad: 9ba7 elkhairr

fay: 9ba7 el nour

i went and kissed his forehead and sat beside him.

dad: mst3da 7ag awal youm?

fay: enshllah...

dad: ha mta awal mo7athra?

fay: es3a 9.

dad: ha 3yel mta ebtmshein

fay: ka khadeja btmrnyy

dad: yallah salmy 3alehha o derbalkum.

dagat rana chan etsda, khayfa 3la ra9edha wela shnw maw'9ou3ha?

khadeja: hala w'3alaa

fay: ha

khadeja: shlonich

fay: amba khadeja shtbeinn kelsh maleh khulgch

khadeja: amba fayyo chan entay still naymaa, kaak ams dalola daga 3alay edgoly ta3lay o wadeny el jam3ya

fay: amba chathbaa

khadeja: haha wallah

fay: wallah ams gam et7n 3alay madry sh3ndhaa

khadeja: rab3ha ehnak fa bshtroun a'3rath wya ba3'9.

fay: hhh wntay shgam etswein

khadeja: shgam aswey ba3d, warha cheny marriee..

...

khadeja: edlen your first class wela adlech?

fay: la badl badl enshllah.

khadeja went to her way and i went to mine. it was 8:52, o still malegaite my class. ahh wain khadeejaa chan daltny. gemt a7oos a7oos leama legaita.

great im 6 minutes late. enshllah el doctor may kon shreer::

i entered the class.

the class was pretty full. i was trying to find a seat, bs kan akher row. o well.

fay: umm, asalm 3lukum..

doctor: mt2khra o lech 3ain ttklmein

farah: umm doctor, bs knt gam adwr el class.

aha okay laykoun b3esh ma3ak che???

doctor: etf'9lyy!!

pointing at the last seat.

....: lazem teyen abchr eb 6 minutes 3shan yrta7

the guy infront of me wispered.

fay: hhh

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o mab'3a ekhl9 el class, i gatherd my stuff wla a girl popes in my face.

: hiii!!

fay: heyy

samar: ana samar btw

fay: wna fay..

samar: 3ayl wain ur next class?

fay: walllah madryy

samar: shnw ur new? its ur first year?

fay: eehh!

samar: ahh khanshouf ur schdeule ymken ma3ayy::

she looked at my schedual

samar: weh 7asfa ana now mu ma3ach bs third class ma3ach :p

fay: ohh:p 3ayl enshufich.

she so sweet.

samar: edlen ur class?

fay: i dont think so

...: adlech?

the voice was behind me, i turned around to see the guy that was infront of me.

samar: eehh abdullah pleasee, maskena awal mara edsh hl jam3a

abdullah: wain ur class?

i showed him my schdeule

abdullah: khosh ma3ayy!! yla emshayy

fay: umm la 3adyy dalny wna aro7

samar: fayy wallah 3adyy

please samar lattdhklein y3nyy-.-

abdullah: mafeha shy tara.

fay: la mashkour matg9r.

abdullah: 3la ra7tich.

and they lleft,

o kthtly wagt 3la ma adwr el class.

gelt besmellah o i opened the door.

fay: aslam 3lkum.

doctor: w3lykum el salam, laish mt2khra?

fay: umm, knt m'9y3a.

great the only empty seat is next to abdullah.

i smilled then sat down.

abdullah(wispering): 3rd class ta3aly ma3ay, awal youm o kela mt2khra::

okay thats sweet of you, bs still khala9 malk shql.

fay: hhh, la 3ady ra7 adl b3dein.

abdullah: 3la ra7tich.

...

the day was so normal.

i just cant wait to get this week over with.